need to stop pretending

i pretend to be something im not all the time it seems but ive decided to stop if you dont like me im not gonna chane just for you i need to like myself and get my own life in order before i even consider caring about what someone else thinks about it xD kinda ironic i say that on a blog

yesh!!!!!

we gotta be happy hppy happy today is a good good goood dAY HOORAY im happy and im not afraid to let anyone know i wanna reach for the stars get there dust on my fingers and bitchslap the nearest hater trying to keep my down cuase guess what i win FUCK THE HATER YOU CANT KEEP ME DOWN ILL FUCK YOU UP CUASE IM HAPPY!

ugh

just got dumped today for no reason its funny how much you can care about a girl and then the next day there gone things dissapear so quickly and change so fast it makes you wonder why we keep going why we dont just lay down and die people can be such miserable basterds sometimes but i guess that cant stop the world so ill keep going for what i belive in and maybe one day ill be a little closer to happiness

dude just stop

sometimes that stress just gets to me ya know? its crazy how badly you can be treated for no reason at all just for your own entertainment you say horrible things for no reason? what is wrong with you man your a sick twisted individual who needs a time out please just go away leave us all alone beacuse your nothing but a negative force on us and yourself man its not cool..... please? =)